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Saturday, October 8, 2011 I've figured out the reasons since you didn't wanna tell. 1) I can't behave myself in the public. 2) I have attitude problems. 3) I don't listen to you, sometimes. 4) I get pissed off when you don't reply fast. 5) I don't even know how to make a proper cake. 6) I don't have a great mum. 7) I don't treat my dad well. 8) I don't tell you everything. 9) I'm an ugly bitch. 10) I don't like to make the first move. Conclusion: I have too many flaws. Well, at least I know I did my best. I spent a lot of time and effort on the hearts and the card. I guess I did, but I don't think it's appreciated much. To think back, I don't know why I'm so silly to do something that you'll throw away. Yea, all my efforts are gone. I studied hard for you, so that you won't feel disappointed. So that I can get into culinary, and make you a proper meal at least. I thought I could, but I guess I was thinking too far. Thinking of making a family with someone at this age, is really too early. I just didn't wanna follow my mother's footstep. I wanna be a good wife and a good mother. I thought I could be, but I guess I shouldn't think of this yet. Can't help it, I guess I'm just the one who thinks too positively. The one who thinks that fights will make us stronger. Didn't know you'll give up so easily. I guess we're just not meant to be. Though I kept on asking you to stay, you still chose to leave. You told me so much hurting words. I valued you more than my ego and apologised a thousand times. Yet you gave me those kind of replies. Thinking of that, I guess I should just let you go. Don't know if you'll read this but. Just hope that you'll find your right girl. The perfect girl of your choice. A girl who's better than me. All the best for everything. Lastly, I hope we're still friends at least.
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SINNI-MA CINEMA. I heart Taeyang. ♥ BUT I heart my Ahboy more. ♥♥♥♥♥  The awesome ones. Netnet Nick Weimei Weiting Past. November 2010 December 2010 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 |