Big Bang!

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

If you ever enter this site again.
If you know I'm referring to you.
Do remember me.


Tuesday, November 8, 2011

I wish I could still tell you how much I love you.


Saturday, November 5, 2011

If only you were still here with me.
I know I mean nothing to you.
Or maybe I've never meant anything to you.

I think I'm supposed to hate you.
Cause you left me when I needed you the most.
Fuck, I don't.

I guess you hate me instead. Go ahead..
I just want you to know that I still love you.


Friday, October 28, 2011

I hate the fact that I still love you though I know you're not coming back.
Those words just keep on flashing in my mind.
Fuck myself for being like that.

I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't love you.
Because I'm just a burden to you.
But I still do. A lot. I'm sorry.



FUCK INSOMNIA,
FUCK EXAMS,
FUCK MY LIFE.


Friday, October 14, 2011

Till now, I'm still confused.
I had a dream last night.
I wonder if you remember.

The day we were still together.
The day I wanted to pass you my ipod.

You walked away, yet I went to chase you.
You were downstairs.
When I saw you, I ran towards you and gave you a hug.
You didn't know how afraid I was if you left.

Passing you my ipod isn't the point.
I hate to see you walk away.
Because I'm afraid you'll never come back.

I woke up crying.
I can't help it when I don't see your good morning texts.

Whenever I can hug you, I'll hold you really tight.
You told me that you really love me a few times.

If you really loved me, you will never leave.
If we're fated, we'll meet again.

If I could rewind time, I will still choose to be with you.
Even though everything's over now.

I've never regretted knowing you.


Tuesday, October 11, 2011

We've went through so much shit.
3 days, 5 days without contact.
1 week, 2 weeks, without meet ups.
We did it. We could.

But now, I don't know what happened.
Thought you'll be motivating me at this period of time.
Thought I can  be the one who'll follow you through your ns life.
Yeah, I was just thinking too much I guess.

I wonder how are you. 
I wonder if you're doing fine now.
I wonder if you miss me.
I wonder if you remember how happy we were together.
I wonder if you know how deep I love you.
I wonder if you realise that I meant every word I said before you left.
I wonder, if you still love me.
Though you insisted that you don't, anymore..